Wow, it's been a real interesting last few weeks. I had to come to terms with really being burned out over all and extremely exhausted. I got a chance recently to just sleep by the water; something I needed so much. The next 88 days are going to be gone before I know it, but this time I really will relish the experience.
The thing with Firstborn in general, is that it really left me very raw and vulnerable. There were times during the last process that it was extremely healing for me; and other times when that vulnerability had really gotten exacerbated by other things going on. I think I needed some time to just be normal for a minute. To be in between; to not have to be a superwoman, be strong. I needed to cry; to let go, to emerge from the ashes.
This run, I feel stronger. I feel more grounded. I feel a little more rested. I know I have an immense amount of support. And overall, I am grateful to be able to do it again.
Love the princess sleep mask. YOu are gathering your strength every step of the way and we, cast and crew, stand behind you!
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